Saturday, September 30, 2006
"the reason for my fatness" part 2
after so many snacks...its time for dinner...eat again...wahaha
yeah...i did not buy a proper dinner to eat (coz too full)...but see wat i ate in the end...wahaha....suddenly remember a quote from a jap drama..."wo de wei da ru yu zhou" (my stomach is as big as the universe)....
(p/s: lilian...do the backgrd seems familiar to u?)
~oInKs OiNkS~
10:08 PM
here's a online diary by a mommy who jus lost her child...muz read...if not at least take a look at the photos....
http://www.babyhome.com.tw/bb/74940guess all who lost their loved ones feel the same....n this online diary...reminds me of my grandpa...
still remember when i heard the news tt he had passed away, i hate myself for not able to make it to see him for the last time...
still remember the times i looked at him thru the coffin...the water droplets on the glass made me thot tt he's still alive...and the image of him wakin up from the coffin appeared in my mind thousands of times...
still remember the mournin nites where i stay close to his side...kpin the cat away from him (old ppl say its not gd for the cat to pass the coffin)...
still remember how the dogs cried on the 7th nite of my gradpa's death...i always had the belief tt they muz hav seen him tt nite n cant bare to part wif him as well...
still remember the times when i thot of writin a letter to my grandpa n send it to him via kite...how has he been....how i missed him...is he wif papa now?
still remember how my heart aches when i thot abt the memories we shared tog...its my grandpa who protected me from my grandma's cane...its my grandpa sign on my rpt card on my dad behalf...its my grandpa who gave me a ride to sch every mornin...its my grandpa who waited for me at the sch gate with my fav peanut pancake when i told him earlier in the mornin tt i loved tt...its my grandpa.....
dun worry ppl...i'm ok here..jus gettin bit sentimental...but i'm ok...like wat i told my mom long long ago..."thou he (the he here is not my grandpa thou, but same theory applies) had passed away, he will always live in my heart..."
~oInKs OiNkS~
7:25 PM
the reason for my fatness....
free soya-milk (from clement) to pei my carrot cake for breakfast...
sesame ball (haha...dunno the name for it....its a fried sthin with sesame on the outside and peanuts inside) for tea break...
oh ya...this is my colleague lilian...she's normally more pretty than this...eyes much much bigger... (she complain her eyes puffy [ot too much] n ask me not to post this pic....but i did so w/o her consent...so muz clarify for her...)
how not to b fat when i eatin so much????wahaha
~oInKs OiNkS~
4:48 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
khim's "anyhow luan-luan-lai" recipe for constipation:
-target audience: those who hav constipation for more than a wk
-content: 3 bananas [bananas r fiberous....aids in passing motion]
3 vitagen (if got yakult beta) [vitagen is said to b able to improve digestion n aids in passing of motion]
-preparation: as & when u r free, pop a banana or empty 1 bottle of vitagen into ur stomach
-effects: pending. creator is currently tryin out on this, so far onli ate 1 banana n 1 vitagen...no obvious effect shown yet.
-notes: the results may varies from person to person. ppl with weak stomach please do not try. r
~oInKs OiNkS~
1:48 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
here's a show tt i highly recommend to all...a jap drama called " 1 litre of tears"...a muz watch show for all.....
This drama is based on a true story abt a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, called Spinocerebellar Degeneration, in which the nerve cells of areas necessary for the human body to move and balance - including the cerebellum, brain stem, and spinal cord - transforms and eventually disappears. this means that her movements will be affect, from mild stumbling to the eventual wheelchair bounded.
Aya was only 15 when discovered with this disease, an in the show, you can clearly see the changes the disease made to her life.From a girl who's actively involved sports, Aya become into some1 who could no longer participate in them. Guadually, even a slow walk is a difficult task to her. Scenes in which she found out she had the disease, scenes tt it had caused to be outcasted by her classmates, scenes in which Aya had struggled to fight with the inabilities....all these are all so tear-enhancing....*sobs*
i started watchin the 1st episode at 12.30
am after much conviction by my sis...n i couldnt stop until 5am....its so sad...reali very touchin....aim to complete the whole 11 episodes tonite...but yooutube is loadin so damn slowly....uurrrggghhhh...but 5 more episodes to go onli...if i dun finish i wun b gan yuan...haha....now i can jus pray tt youtube b faster n tt i wun doze off in work tom...=p
~oInKs OiNkS~
8:32 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
here's my no1 fav jap drama tt i mentioned....the show is called Ienaki ko (homeless girl/child)....
the pic on top is the main female lead in tt show then...n her innocence n fantastic actin makes my whole family love her....but today, me n my sis were tryin to search online for more info abt her n the shows she act.....n guess wat? most of the pic i found r her in bikini....n i've read tt she's married last yr to a comedian n she has gave birth to a little ger last yr end!!!!!!n worse thing is tt, her husband had is not loyal to her!!!!oh my.....can u imagine tt she's jus ard 5mths older than me leh!!!!!
here's 2 of her adult pics....think the 1 on the right is her xie zhen ji cover....
aiiiii.....soo disappointed now....where is the young, innocent ger tt i used to like????guess all i can say is...ppl do change....
~oInKs OiNkS~
9:40 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
had a farewell lunch for one of my managers...n in the end, we, the yao guis, cant wait for the main lead (she's engaged in a call) n started eatin by ourselves...n worse thing is, we even took a lot of happy happy photos...think she muz b damn gei xin to b workin wif us...wahaha...
result???a failed case of a farewell party...no tears, no hugs, no touchin speech...onli laughters n camera flashes....=p...but hav to admit we had lots of fun today....
here's a pic me n my colleagues took tog...finally a pic tt cant show my fat face very obviously....
wahaha...yeah i know i'm zhi qi qi ren here...purposely stand so fat back n say my face dun look so round...=p...but who cares....;p
~oInKs OiNkS~
4:22 PM
this post is not work related....but i feel that i need to blog this to remind myself... I'M SATISFY WITH HOW THINGS R NOW.... it has felt like i've been walkin for very long, over mountains, over rivers....but in the end... the truth is tt i've been walkin in circless....after many turns n rounds...i've finally come to a stop.... the pic on top is for the some1 who finally make me stop...n make me realise... wat i'm imaginin for the past mths is jus an illusion... thanks guy, u hav reali make me realise tt i'm actually quite satisfy with my life now... bye Mr J....jolin's Mr Q marks her beginnin to a brand new start...n u, my Mr J, marks the history of my "space journey"....haha...jus realise...the person who woke me up is also another J.... seems tt i hav a special link to J names...hope tt the nex J i met will b a gd J... or shd i say....hope tt i will not meet anymore Js....
~oInKs OiNkS~
3:39 PM
yeah!!!!!!!!new outlook for my blog!!!!!i'm no longer the fallen angel...
as wat i told my colleague lilian...mooncake festival comin...angel need to go up heaven...haha...(not bcoz the angel eat too mooncake too fat n sunk even more bottom till u can see k...)
anyway, now i'm the look-evil-but-in-eality-good-hearted ger k...wahaha
btw, dunno wat i did to my previous post...there a lot of A b4 the space...sorry for tt k....
~oInKs OiNkS~
2:21 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
dunno since how many donkey yrs back...i've always hav this fascination abt brokers...feel tt they r damn smart in their uniform...n it's been my dream since then to work in SGX (yes, i did apply for SGX when i jus graduated, for a diploma position somemore...but no news.....=(....)
tt's also the main reason why i choose to major in finance in my degree course....little did i noe that there's onli 1 intro course to brokerage in my 4 sems of finance classes...$#%^&**.....feel so cheated...nv noe tt finance is not equal to shares, stocks, equities, etc....
Anyway, recently,I've heard from 2 of my sim classmates tt philip capital is employin ppl to b broker, & there's an exam u need to take in order to quality...n when i 1st heard this, seriously, i'm reali keen abt it...Or shd i put it in this way, i'm keen to learn more abt brokerage stuff...but i dun think i'm to work in phillip capital...haa...my dream has always been sgx...=p
but then, askin me to study again is like !!!!!!!!....i jus finally managed to get away from thick textbooks...do i hav to touch them so fast again????
Also, another concern of mine is tt so wat if i took the exam, its nothin more than jus a cert....am i goin to be a broker???at my current stage, chances of it quite low..
aiiii....dilemma man....shd i go or not go for the exam....
Extract from the website:Objectives of CMFAS (the exam me dunno shd take anot)
To test candidates on their knowledge and understanding of:
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the regulatory framework including the laws and regulations and associated codes, notices, practice notes and guidelines governing the capital markets and life insurance intermediaries
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the product characteristics as well as the tools and techniques to analyse the products
Candidates who pass the examinations are eligible to apply to the MAS for a representative's licence under the Securities and Futures Act or the Financial Advisers Act. Such application is subject to the approval of the MAS.
~oInKs OiNkS~
10:51 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
was uploadin my graduation photos up to my com yesterday nite....n i came across 1 damn funny photo tt makes me laugh non-stop...n its non other than the photo tt my mama was wearin my "si fan mao"...so how happy the 2 of us were n the pic...
actually the reason y we smiling so brightly is becoz both my cousin n my best fren nana kp gigglin when my mom wore the hat...n as a result, we 2 were "influenced" by them n start laughin as well....(laugh till can see my double chin...aiyo...oh no!!!!)
~oInKs OiNkS~
1:26 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
~~New member to 2G10~~there's been a new "member" in my cubicle...n its this cute little toy car (free gift from nestle when i bought their colourful cereals).....
since its in blue (aiii...wld prefer an orange 1, but nvm...no fish prawn also not bad la)...i've decided to called it "Bluey"...wahahaha...
so currently, my cubicle members include:
- Vain-Gal-At-Work "Melody"
- Hardworking-staff "Bee Bee"
- n now Chauffeur "Bluey"
think in no time my cubinet will become the 2nd toy display room in our dept...(its up to u guys to think it thru n see who's the 1st...wahahaha)
~oInKs OiNkS~
10:01 AM
Friday, September 08, 2006
Mama vs KTV...yest is the every hol muz go prog for my family...KTV...n yes,dun b surprise, since it a muz go family outin, all family members hav to attend...includin my mama...haha...yes...my mama loves ktv also...n she jus change her "new hot fav" from jolin's 倒带 to rainie's 暧昧....we sang from 7pm till 1am...a total of 6hrs...n basically after 11 is jus me n my sis singin...my mama practically drop dead...n mayb i face too many mamas at work (yes lilian...esp u...always tokin abt ur kids)...i suddenly feel tt my mama is so 伟大 yet 可怜 at the same time...伟大 in the sense tt she woke up at 5.30am yest mornin n still hav to hang out till so late wif us...可怜 in the sense she's like bein tortured by her own kids...n she has not power to make us go home...haha....so to conpensate, i've decided...in future i'll sing less jay's songs n sing more oldies wif my mama...haha
p/s: oh ya, jay's album is out today!!!!!!yippie!!!!!!
~oInKs OiNkS~
1:54 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
since dunno how many donkey years back...i've not been eatin breakfast...1 reason is by the time i wake is normally time for lunch, and plus the fact tt when i wake up early n i eat my breakfast, i'll jus get hungrier n hungrier. my theory is: if i eat breakfast, my stomach will wake up, n once it wake up, it will start digestin, & i'll feel hungry super easily. BUT, since i started workin officially (ie. no more student privileges...no more late for work, no more nonsensical leaves/mc, etc), i've been startin to eat breakfast. (coz they say its beta for my health) fried bee hoon la, bao la, porridge la...n i feel myself becomin more n more like a balloon. So, since i think a mth ago, I start to restrict wat i eat for breakfast...only dou hua n corn flakes allow....n after i mth...i'm sick of soya beans n corn flakes....uurrrgghhh so this mornin, to give my breakfast a change, i went to shop&save and bought colourful cereals instead of the borin yellow corn flakes.
See, wat a big diff the colours made to my breakfast...looks so much yummier n appetising....
decided to stick to colourful cereals now....bye corn flakes...
~oInKs OiNkS~
2:00 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
i 'pong-tang' work last fri to go to my graduation conferement...n the result was.......
~~from damn enthusiastic.....
~~~to feelin bored n start to do funny things ...
~~~ till i dozed off....
wat a borin day......
~oInKs OiNkS~
4:43 PM
