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Saturday, September 30, 2006

here's a online diary by a mommy who jus lost her child...muz read...if not at least take a look at the photos....http://www.babyhome.com.tw/bb/74940

guess all who lost their loved ones feel the same....n this online diary...reminds me of my grandpa...

still remember when i heard the news tt he had passed away, i hate myself for not able to make it to see him for the last time...
still remember the times i looked at him thru the coffin...the water droplets on the glass made me thot tt he's still alive...and the image of him wakin up from the coffin appeared in my mind thousands of times...
still remember the mournin nites where i stay close to his side...kpin the cat away from him (old ppl say its not gd for the cat to pass the coffin)...
still remember how the dogs cried on the 7th nite of my gradpa's death...i always had the belief tt they muz hav seen him tt nite n cant bare to part wif him as well...
still remember the times when i thot of writin a letter to my grandpa n send it to him via kite...how has he been....how i missed him...is he wif papa now?
still remember how my heart aches when i thot abt the memories we shared tog...its my grandpa who protected me from my grandma's cane...its my grandpa sign on my rpt card on my dad behalf...its my grandpa who gave me a ride to sch every mornin...its my grandpa who waited for me at the sch gate with my fav peanut pancake when i told him earlier in the mornin tt i loved tt...its my grandpa.....

dun worry ppl...i'm ok here..jus gettin bit sentimental...but i'm ok...like wat i told my mom long long ago..."thou he (the he here is not my grandpa thou, but same theory applies) had passed away, he will always live in my heart..."

~oInKs OiNkS~_{7:25 PM}