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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

jus come back from dental centre...and....everythin seems to move in a too fast pace for me...still do not believe tt my teeth are gone now....the numbin sensation on the left side of my mouth makes me cant feel anythin...
anyway, things are at a fast pace in the dental centre as well....there's little time for me to change, little time for me to go ladies b4 surgery...little time for me to tok to dentist...little time for me to calm myself down b4 surgery (ya...i was super panicky...coz the dentist say tt i cant hav full body aneseptic [dunno how to spell...its ma zui in chinese] coz of my asthma history....so i had to go thru the surgery 100% conscious)....there's little time for me to react when the "missy" put blankets over me (even my face)....little time for me to interpret wat's happenin, except the realisation that the dentist is tryin to pull my lips into half (he reali super violent)..and the nex moment i noe...the dentist told me tt my lower jaw tooth had been removed n he'll b doin the stitchin up....all i noe is...thru out this 45min operation...my hands are tightly clinged tog...n i couldnt say anythin else except "uhmm"....
i was finally sober after the operation is completed n i was brought to a restin area to rest...then my mind start to work when i see the bloody (reali bloody...) teeth in my hands...then i start to remember tt "aiya, i din manage to hav the chance to take photo of me in surgery clothes"....then when the "missy" come back to me ard 15min later (bet she knows i was in shock earlier)..she start tellin me things to take note of...swellings tt will b there for a wk....bruises tt may appear (i bet these muz b due to the dentist's violence)...n the most ridiculous note -- i'm not allow to use the guaze unless blood is oozin out from my tooth (siao, i'll die of blood loss then), i'm supposed to swallow my blood n saliva up....n yeah..tt's wat i'm doin now...drinkin my blood....
after 3 hrs of numbness, i'm beginnin to feel some pain...oh no....help!!!!n painkillers can onli take 3x a day...bet i'll b cryin in pain tonite n tom.....=~(

~oInKs OiNkS~_{3:55 PM}